Indescribable

Well I do believe this will be the first blog i have written on here that really doesn't have a specific genre to be stamped on the head on it. Just mindless rambling.

well here i go...

lets start with a on-the-spot poem

I sit here
not in prayer
not in tears
but in an odd calm
indescribable really
my soul has a faint rhythm
my mind has a placid calm
and nothing
can interrupt the dance that
takes place in my subconscious
some would say I'm
numb
but in truth,
I'm Switzerland
no sides taken
no opinions on my current objectives
just existing
but the difference between the present
and past
is that I'm living.
there is a warmth inside me now
that cannot be touched
I'm moving forward
taking chances
and loving myself
to some...
that's not enough
but to me
that's all that i need
to finish my life
and i swear to all
my life will not be ending
anytime soon
I have yet to....
well, i don't know yet.
but i know there is more i have to do
so i wait
until the fates take me home
and i will be at peace...


I will end this post with a quote. one that had been running through my head the entire time i wrote.

"for three years I had roses and apologized to no one. I shall die here. Every inch of me shall perish. Every inch, but one. An inch. It is small and it is fragile and it is the only thing in the world worth having. We must never lose it or give it away. We must NEVER let them take it from us. I hope that whoever you are, you escape this place. I hope that the worlds turns, and that things get better. But what I hope most of all is that you understand what I mean when I tell you that, even though I do not know you, and even though I may never meet you, laugh with you, cry with you, or kiss you, I love you. With all my heart, I love you."

With all my heart
Eve