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I hate
And i mourn
And i revel
In you
You tear me
to pieces
but you make me
So high
What you do to me
Terrifies
me
and i hate it
But you keep
finding
the
back door
to my soul
and snake
your way
into my
skin
i realize too
late
that your
there
and in that moment
Im
caught
spent
taken away
lost
And i hate you
for it
You make me
strong
but in the way
that i become
so used
to defending myself
when you are around
The doors are
sealed
and locks
have lost their key
but still you insist
on taking
all of
me
And I hate me for it
But i love you cause you break me
What a tangled
web
we weave
Never leave
Never stay
but always be mine
for you are
me
and i am
you
part of each other
we will always
reside
but in my heart a
loathing
so fierce
will consume
my love
and you will be
nevermore....