High

Spinning
Trees
Laughing
Snow
feild
house
lost
ocean
white
kight
death
brisge
rmpty
love
alonr
falling
rockets
money
brick
pink
lie
left
behind
screaming
hate
blue
angel
tone
sew
Grin
Game
Re try
jump
run
jump
wall
tower
castle
love
love
love...





my life
in a
selecate
fashion
is stone
forbidden to live
forbidden to
die
never can
I breath this
soul
into exsistance
never again
will i let
you feel
breath
Fight
Love




Ripping me to sheds isnt going to make yourself feel better. You on my mind and you wont go away and i hate you for it. Let me to forget you, make me forget all of you, i scream. You took me away my love, my time, and expect me to survive in the horrible futer? And then punish me for your oversight. Im more than this. Im more than just and oblect to be used as a pawn. I hate this! and as i fall to the ground, I crumble again into to their palms.

Rambling

In bed I
lay
where i wait
someday
for the
dream
to end
and my
reality to
begin
perfect dream
fuzzy dream
marshmallow
bed
sink away
never to be seen
again
in the light
of day
Im safe
here
no lies
no disappointments
just
myself
and
no one
can take that
away

Help

I hate
And i mourn
And i revel
In you
You tear me
to pieces
but you make me
So high
What you do to me
Terrifies
me
and i hate it
But you keep
finding
the
back door
to my soul
and snake
your way
into my
skin
i realize too
late
that your
there
and in that moment
Im
caught
spent
taken away
lost
And i hate you
for it
You make me
strong
but in the way
that i become
so used
to defending myself
when you are around
The doors are
sealed
and locks
have lost their key
but still you insist
on taking
all of
me
And I hate me for it
But i love you cause you break me
What a tangled
web
we weave
Never leave
Never stay
but always be mine
for you are
me
and i am
you
part of each other
we will always
reside
but in my heart a
loathing
so fierce
will consume
my love
and you will be
nevermore....