Well I do believe that some female angst is in order. I have been doing fine for a while. But Male bullshit gets to you after a while. So I have a couple of things to say on the subject. More specifically pointing out certain people.
Andre: "It’s as if they believe their own lies; that this time it will be true love. But it never lasts because no woman is perfect enough for him. Of course, it isn’t the women that aren’t perfect enough; it’s the man. He tries to fill some void in himself with women or sex. If the love is true enough, the sex good enough, then this time he’ll feel complete; this time he’ll finally be whole. Serial womanizers are like serial killers in one respect: they both believe that next time will be perfect; that the next experience will complete them, and stop this unending need. But it never does."
I couldn't have said it better myself. So many times i have gotten into arguments with him on this subject but he still refuses to admit to himself that we all know. That we all know that he is lying and actually laughing behind his back. He just looks like a moron. And he looks even more like a quack when you see him believing these ridiculous stories. Like he has told them so many times that no other way is possible. All I would want fomr him is to atleast admit to himself is that he is a normal human being, just like the rest of us. He is not a warrior, he does not have demon inside him, and he is not the most terrifying mother fucker out there. Is that too much to ask?
Chris:"And after a while he calms down
And he looks at me like a prince
But I know I better bite the bullet
'Cause it's just another one of his
Jedi mind tricks"
So, You like coming back into my life when i have something going that's amazing. And you expect me to run back to you with open arms. Get over it. You had your chance, lost it, threw it in my face, and now you trying to get me back by using the same old lines as before. Honey, I grew up a long time ago and i think that you should quickly follow suit. Cause this make believe shit isn't working for me anymore. Chill out. Your not a wolf. Your not a Vampire. There is nothing between us other than an uncomfortable silence that i'm willing to cut with a knife with the aim of your heart in mind.
We once had it all in a certain time. But that time is long gone. Do us both a favor and realize that.
Thats all of the female angst i have right now. Not bad for it being pinned up for a couple months. I will post more later.
