Long time no post. Ive been busy and bored and addicted and pregnant at the same time. Everything is exhausting now. I have resorted to reading alot. Right now im in the middle of Dracula. Before that was Wicked. and next will be Count of Monte Cristo. Welcome to my book worm ness. Im learning alot with the reading and I love knowledge. So it really works out in my favor. I just wish I could get my mother off the god damn TV for an hour so she can start reading again. I swear to god that thing is rotting her brain. Its not healthy. Also she is chugging down the coca cola like its water. and she wonders why she is sick. But god forbid that I suggest that her drinking Coke might be the problem. *Rolls eyes*
Ricky and I are doing well. Just moved to a new house. I love it. Still need to work on the keeping my room clean tho. lol. (its mainly laundry) His family infuriates me. Get this; I've never met Rickys mother (His choice) I have no problem with this. And now I hear that she is spreading rumors about me to his other family members. now remember: I'VE NEVER MET THE WOMAN! she says that Im keeping her son away and that im making him turn his back on his family.
Reality check lady:
1. He isnt turning his back on his family. He actually talks to the on a regular basis. He just doesnt want anything to do with you
2. If he wanted anything to do with you then I realize that it is not my place to tell him who he can and cannot talk to. He is a big boy that can make educated decisions by himself.
3. You need to get a FUCKING JOB to occupy your time because you having free time to think up these ridiculous things is impeding on the happiness of other peoples lives.
4. You are a lonely, hurtful woman who has nothing better to do than try and bring people down so you feel better about your own shitty existence.
5. I have sat by and watched you hurt and torment Ricky ever since I have been with him and per his request I sat back and let things run their course. But Im not sitting back any longer. Im not afraid of you and methed out grin. Im a proud born Yank and no one brings me down without a fight. You will meet your match with me and then you will rue the day that you couldnt let shit go.
Here is your chance; find that adult gene in your body and apply it to your everyday life -or- deal with me.
(Note to you: I dont give second chances)
I digress...
That woman makes me so mad cause she is just trying to control ricky through guilt. And thats not what a mothers goal should be to educate their sons and daughters.
about to crash. Its almost midnight and my body is starting to shut down. It was nice writing again. I should try and remember to do it more often
