Friday, March 6, 2009
Personal Quote
I have come to the conclusion that im more ready to have a baby than be in a relationship
Monday, March 2, 2009
Breath in, Breath out
Well its the second of March and I am now a week away from term of my pregnancy. Everyone keeps asking me whether im nervous or not. Truthfully not really. Right now im nervous that the house isnt going to be clean in time for her to come home. Crazy huh?
Since I found out that I was pregnant my life as changed dramatically. Not just how I live, but how i think and view things. It might be that whole motherly thing kicking in. there is alot more going into being a mom that people without kids realize. Truth be told I'm kind of ashamed of some of my fried who are 30 and forty years old and still aren't responsible enough to do the dishes or laundry. At one point in time I was like that. Asking me to clean my room was like asking me to build the wall of china in a day. It just wasnt going to happen. But there is a differance between an eighteen year old TEENAGER being a slob and someone in their thirties that still cant take care of themselves. *Sigh* I digress.
I am worried about being a good mom. i think everyone who is having a kid for the first time is worried that their going to be a good parent. It scary. Terrifying. Beautifully intimidating.
Since I found out that I was pregnant my life as changed dramatically. Not just how I live, but how i think and view things. It might be that whole motherly thing kicking in. there is alot more going into being a mom that people without kids realize. Truth be told I'm kind of ashamed of some of my fried who are 30 and forty years old and still aren't responsible enough to do the dishes or laundry. At one point in time I was like that. Asking me to clean my room was like asking me to build the wall of china in a day. It just wasnt going to happen. But there is a differance between an eighteen year old TEENAGER being a slob and someone in their thirties that still cant take care of themselves. *Sigh* I digress.
I am worried about being a good mom. i think everyone who is having a kid for the first time is worried that their going to be a good parent. It scary. Terrifying. Beautifully intimidating.